“You say that you love rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when it shines.
You say that you love the wind,
but you close your window when the wind blows.
This is why I am afraid, when you say you love me too.”—William Shakespeare.
Everything is starting to fall apart than what I hoped for. I miss you so much & I don’t know where to place myself any more when ever I’m alone. It’s so hard to digest the entire idea that where we are in this phase isn’t even the halfway mark. I’m starting to think the letters aren’t going to suffice the craving I have for you. &I’m starting to notice I can’t even sleep solemnly any more. What do I do without you?
But if I have one reason why we should, then that’s good enough. Because if I wanted you that much, I wouldn’t let anything hold me back from making you mine. That’s how much I want you. Thing is, I can’t be the only one that wants us. You have to want it too.
Even while I’m busy, I can’t stop thinking about you while I do other things. When someone speaks to me, I don’t even want to respond because I know it’s not you. When I wake up in the morning I say to myself “at least 10 minutes more” because I know once I’m awake, I have to face the rest of my day alone.
So, your boyfriend is in the navy nd that must mean ur lonely. post a peace sign on ur blog nd ill go off anon and we can get to " kno each other ".
I love my boyfriend with all of my existence & that alone does not make me feel lonely. He is every thing I could ever want.
&why would I want to get to know someone who is as fucking sly and scandalous as you? To sit behind a screen and purposely destroy a relationship. I hope you feel embarrassed to how you see and do things from now on, because living your life as a pathetic and insignificant human being, will be hard to do.
This morning I woke up with no purpose whatsoever because I knew you weren’t going to be apart of my day. No more lying, I miss you more than any thing right now &I wish I could look forward to your company each and every day, I hope all is well &you miss me too.
So, I grabbed some quicklys and treated out Vanie &My BK. Afterwards, BK treated back with some tokyotokyo, THANKS AGAIN! That killed time till 3, then i headed back home. I was bullshitting around the house for the longest time, till’ I got so bored and fell asleep for awhile. Woke up around 4:30 to get ready for my 5:30 plans with my econ girls +Jun. I’ve been missing them so much lately. Got there a bit late because of my retardedness u-turning everywhere. But I enjoyed the drive there, it’s been too long since I’ve been in my lude. I’m super glad I could drive her again. Claudine was driver today &Thank you so much for doing that! We headed to pepper lunch for the first time &might I say, it was really good! Went to Wal-mart to do some “school shopping” but instead shared a magical moment with Claudine in her female department. ;D headed to yogurt twist to have claudine treat us out with a chocolate lava cake yums! Short day, but really fun bonding time. &we actually made some more plans next Friday. But they’re going to be funner. ;D After dropping off Jun, I was home bound and now I am further relaxing and missing my boyfriend to the fullest. But I’m taking day by day as a challenge. I just can’t wait to see you. <3