September 2011
10 minutes at work,
To kick off my flats and rest. Ive never worked 8 hours 4 days in a row and tomorrow is the fifth.
Cool, mothernature surprised me at work. Motherfuckyou, cunt.
Emotional Rush,
Fuck you ovaries. I wish I had a penis, I’d piss on you .. STANDING UP. I’ve been too lost and tired from work and school, to be on tumblr. So sad.
I must sleep. 6AM calls me tomorrow morning. nights.
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Are you kidding me?
Woke up at 8 and left for school at 830. To commute for a fucking hour ‘cause of traffic. Then to find that EVERY SINGLE PARKING SPACE IS OCCUPIED. THENNNN, turns out my fucking parking permit is on the lude and I might have a gift from the police on my windshield. On top of that, I dont even remember if I locked my car. Oh, not to mention theres a bunch of douchebags in my class. And this...
Ekk,
Tomorrow is my first day of college all over again, fall sem & tomorrow is my first day at my new job. As nerve racking as that sounds, I really don’t know what to feel. My chest aches and my stomach is twisting just thinking about it. Everyone is so new and I feel like I just moved to a completely new city with five dollars in my pocket and no map in hand.
I’ll get through this...
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19 more days,
Can you believe? That’s a little more than 2 weeks. I’m super excited to hear from you again, I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to your graduation, but you know here or a thousand miles away your girlfriend is so proud of what you’ve done for yourself or as you say, “for us”. I hope you’re doing well love.
What the fuck,
I finally brought you up to my dad. & its going so well.
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“While I stay a thousand miles away from you, I wonder if I even cross your mind...”
“I have never missed someone this much, I feel like my chest is in this big huge...”
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My mind and body,
Are so damn tired. But I’m restless and I can’t stop thinking about you. I miss you so fucking much, I feel sick to my stomach.
September 21, 2011
Was the last day that I will EVER work at Goldilocks. For a year and 2 months, this has been my first job that bought me the things I wanted at impulse and paid for the bills that I didn’t need my parents to be the backbone for. As I was signing the resignation paper, I just wanted to drop the pen and tell Frys to suck it, but I realized it was just my comfort zone telling me to stay....
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It's easier said than done.
Whoever said that, was so utterly and completely right. I mean, I could just tell you right now that I’m going to jump off a building. But I know once my toes touch the edge, all I’d probably think about is going back home and lay in my bed. That’s how I feel with you. I feel like I’m standing on the edge. Every. Single. Day. &All I want to do is go home and be where...
I feel like,
I havent written any of my own thoughts on here for awhile. Life is so good, its not perfect, but my outlook is, and to me, thats all that matters.
She's the only one that knows me like this.
Jasmin: HHAHAAHHA you watch a lot of movies
Me: no nigga im just that creative. movies steal my ideas. they come into my room at night and freeze time and make elves go into my brain and steal my daily activites the day before and make it into a movie.you know the movie fast and furious?
Jasmin: Yeah? Me: its cause i was driving fast and furiously. so they made that into a movie.
Jasmin:...
WatchIn memory of Jasmin T.@ Goldilocks.
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You aren't alone.
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