Woke up at 8 and left for school at 830. To commute for a fucking hour ‘cause of traffic. Then to find that EVERY SINGLE PARKING SPACE IS OCCUPIED. THENNNN, turns out my fucking parking permit is on the lude and I might have a gift from the police on my windshield. On top of that, I dont even remember if I locked my car. Oh, not to mention theres a bunch of douchebags in my class. And this bitch next to me smells like cashews. Oh oh, how could I forget I have to go straight to my new job afterwards to be surrounded by a bunch of new douchebags.
Tomorrow is my first day of college all over again, fall sem & tomorrow is my first day at my new job. As nerve racking as that sounds, I really don’t know what to feel. My chest aches and my stomach is twisting just thinking about it. Everyone is so new and I feel like I just moved to a completely new city with five dollars in my pocket and no map in hand.
I’ll get through this though, FAAAAAHHHHHHHHCKSSSS .GAAJKGNAEHBYT
Can you believe? That’s a little more than 2 weeks. I’m super excited to hear from you again, I’m sorry I couldn’t make it to your graduation, but you know here or a thousand miles away your girlfriend is so proud of what you’ve done for yourself or as you say, “for us”. I hope you’re doing well love.
Was the last day that I will EVER work at Goldilocks. For a year and 2 months, this has been my first job that bought me the things I wanted at impulse and paid for the bills that I didn’t need my parents to be the backbone for. As I was signing the resignation paper, I just wanted to drop the pen and tell Frys to suck it, but I realized it was just my comfort zone telling me to stay. It’s for the better, It’s for me. No one else. It’s time to move on to bigger and better things. Good-bye Goldilocks, you’ve done me well for this amount of time we’ve been together & I will never forget what you’ve given me.
Whoever said that, was so utterly and completely right. I mean, I could just tell you right now that I’m going to jump off a building. But I know once my toes touch the edge, all I’d probably think about is going back home and lay in my bed. That’s how I feel with you. I feel like I’m standing on the edge. Every. Single. Day. &All I want to do is go home and be where its safe. But I don’t want to be where you’re not. &Even if you’re a thousand miles away, & standing on the edge of a building is where I’m closest to you. I’ll stand there forever.
Me: no nigga im just that creative. movies steal my ideas. they come into my room at night and freeze time and make elves go into my brain and steal my daily activites the day before and make it into a movie.you know the movie fast and furious?
Jasmin: Yeah? Me: its cause i was driving fast and furiously. so they made that into a movie.
Jasmin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAi miss you so much mia:)