I GOT MY CLASSES. FINALLY!!!!!! Filled up the last spot in 2 of them. Phew.
well in just a few hours actually. @5AM.
It’s making me so fucking anxious whether or not if I will get into any of the classes I want because there are very limited spaces left. I can’t even sleep.
This is honestly the last thing I need on my plate is to have issues academically.
Over and over and over again. I bust my ass for my “friends” to be happy. & they end up just hearing me but never actually listen. I really should just stop wasting all this time trying to help someone and just help myself to some more sensible people.
I’m so fucking done with people.
is that I have so many responsibilities to fulfill to myself and to other people.
I need to start getting my shit together. Seriously.
I never ask you for any thing.
Please fucking let me sign up for my math class.
Make sure no bitchasses fill up the class,
&If they do, please please please knock the bitch out or something or on a more godly level just make sure their alarm doesn’t ring in the morning.
Because I really need this class so I can move the fuck on with math and just forever be done with this shit.
I’m just going to get drunk,
to forget that my uncle just died,
that I only went to school once this week,
and I didn’t even remember what I learned,
or that my car is running like a class A POS,
or maybe even that every relationship I have with someone atm is clearly a bag of ass. The bad kind of ass.
I write one sentence and reward myself with 20 minutes of tumblr.
omfg I need to focus.